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uh, i really don't care about this stuff any more

Sat May 23, 2009, 7:46 PM

Mood: Stuck
Listening to: cold war kids 'hang me up to dry'
Reading: my resume
Watching: news
Drinking: water

*shrug*

like the title says i don't care any more about this stuff any more, or at least not as much as i may have at one point.

i have been thinking about this for some time. i find myself loosing interest in focusing on a niche genre of work that has slowly been forcing me into a mental rut for some time. i knew it would happen eventually. i can't really say i am saddened by it all, to be honest i am just apathetic to it all now. so i feel that i should just stop it, i was never that active over here really, outside of the various stuff i posted here from time to time.

i don't know how people will take this nor do i care all that much, i am just bored as hell with this. i can't find myself really put forth much effort for it. in the past i may had more mixed feeling towards it, that it 'held me back' in terms of developing my abilities or that 'well people seemed to like this stuff and i do like drawing it, sorta'. i suppose it something most people go though with various interest. not trying to be an ass or drama queen or anything since i never really did this for the publicity or to be popular. it was just a weird interest for a guy that tends to have various weird interest.

oh well i guess i am rambling on with this, i guess i may still lurk or some crap who really knows (not really breaking ties i suppose just don't feel like working on this stuff any more)

to the 2 i owe trade pics: sorry, i will still try to get them done eventually not too sure when, to be honest my mind is running a blank when it comes to trying to start them.

to the guy i seemed to 'owe' request too even though i said i won't do them for him since the contest was flop: still not going to do them, meh

guest that is it

oh well

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~Joybug May 23, 2009, 7:58:03 PM

I suppose it's only natural, well see you.

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*Zenidiot-Comics May 23, 2009, 8:26:49 PM

well, have fun, and good luck with whatever you tackle next!

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~gaaraoutcast101 May 23, 2009, 8:36:55 PM

just wondering, is this the third time you have said this?
I know you've done it once before, and I thought I heard someone say you left once before that as well
If this is a permanent, then I bid you a good day, and thank you for your contribution to the FA world! I know you have changed the way i draw FA.

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Left DA

~bra1n1ac May 23, 2009, 8:47:53 PM

More power to you. You definitely don't want to stagnate or lose your edge. Just draw what you like and have fun, no matter what it happens to be.

=karanua May 23, 2009, 8:51:36 PM

Well whatever you decide to do just make sure you have fun doing it.

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And the Angel of The Lord said unto the shepherds;
"Fuck off. This is cattle country"

!flakattack May 23, 2009, 9:59:03 PM

You've done it before, so have fun doing whatever you might've been doing during your other breaks.

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And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

~Onikage01 May 24, 2009, 10:37:46 AM

I hope whatever happens you'll enjoy it as much as i've enjoyed your pics

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