*shrug*

like the title says i don't care any more about this stuff any more, or at least not as much as i may have at one point.

i have been thinking about this for some time. i find myself loosing interest in focusing on a niche genre of work that has slowly been forcing me into a mental rut for some time. i knew it would happen eventually. i can't really say i am saddened by it all, to be honest i am just apathetic to it all now. so i feel that i should just stop it, i was never that active over here really, outside of the various stuff i posted here from time to time.

i don't know how people will take this nor do i care all that much, i am just bored as hell with this. i can't find myself really put forth much effort for it. in the past i may had more mixed feeling towards it, that it 'held me back' in terms of developing my abilities or that 'well people seemed to like this stuff and i do like drawing it, sorta'. i suppose it something most people go though with various interest. not trying to be an ass or drama queen or anything since i never really did this for the publicity or to be popular. it was just a weird interest for a guy that tends to have various weird interest.

oh well i guess i am rambling on with this, i guess i may still lurk or some crap who really knows (not really breaking ties i suppose just don't feel like working on this stuff any more)

to the 2 i owe trade pics: sorry, i will still try to get them done eventually not too sure when, to be honest my mind is running a blank when it comes to trying to start them.

to the guy i seemed to 'owe' request too even though i said i won't do them for him since the contest was flop: still not going to do them, meh

guest that is it

oh well